Thursday, 28 February 2013

TO MY FRIEND FULL OF WORRIES


NO ONE KNOWS WHEN..............



Just some few more weeks after the first encounter, I slept and had yet another dream, this time it was short but very scary. In the dream I saw myself going somewhere on a busy road, then suddenly, I heard a noise that can be likened to a big trucks horn, it was so loud that everyone around had to stop to look for where the noise came from, it sounded again, this louder than the first, people got confused because no one seems to know where it coming from and couldn't see anything. It was dark and there were no light around, everyone got scarred and scattered. The sound continues, someone around said, I guess it’s a war alert, war alert? Run for your life and stop asking silly questions uttered another fellow. Some seconds later, the whole place was scattered as people were screaming and running towards different directions not even know where they are heading or what they are running from, reporters with their cameras, journalist with their pen and paper all running around, people making calls to each other without clear conversation. Stop! Stop! What is going on around, why are you all running around with no reason, well! I was only talking to myself, as no one seems to hear or even notice me. I stopped running, waiting to see the cause of this whole thing. People began going missing, a man was on the phone with someone, the next thing I saw was the phone dropping on the floor and the man disappeared and on and on it went. I was so confused, I knew it was rapture but why am I still here, I was looking here and there, devastated and confused, the only thing I could utter was God help me, what is going on, I want to go as well! I prayed like never before.
I ran back to my house and couldn't find anyone at first, I eventually saw my sister sleeping, and I wonder where she was while the whole thing was going on. Troops of armed men, looking so scary well-built men with Guns and war weapons, in machine vehicles and trucks, roaming and sounding mysteriously, yelling at the ones left on EARTH, one of them stood up and said
Attention you all, I am now in charge so you may all have to behave yourselves because there is no joke and no one is ever going to come for you, you have had enough time to go up- there, but since you have decided to stay and wait for me. I am glad to see you all but I might not be nice to you, you will be apportioned your due task, you must enable to do them without complaints else your task will be doubled. I hope I have made myself clear, now get to work. Work began so also beatings, rebellion children was the name given to all, I challenged on of the men, I am not one so mind the way you speak to me, he looked at me in disgust and said, if you aren't one, why were you not caught up fool? The word hit me and I began to shed tears. He said to me, it is too late to cry, truly you were a good person at least better than some other ones we have got here but you are too stone-hearted (Ezek 36vs 26), when the almighty gives you an instruction, (Zech 7vs 12-13) you are either too fearful to get it done or you don’t want to do it at all. This is the reason why you were not caught up, you always allow the fear of, “what if” to dominate you (Psalms 54vs 61,118 vs. 6) but if I can, I wish you won’t be here again. Again, I exclaimed! Maybe you should think over, make amend and then I will talk to the boss on your behalf perhaps he will let you go, I wiped my tears off at once  and shouted, I am ready! I am ready!! What do I do, what do you want? This work is too much for me, it will just kill me please I don’t want to stay! I screamed and cried and begged, I was made to carry something’s I can’t move and someone was constantly beating me, everywhere was heated up seems the wind has seized Joel 2vs 30-31). It looked as if the law of nature has seized to be, No light, water, moon, sun, nothing, yet could see. Such a great torment was it for all; no one dares to rest as there is a designated person to beat you up if you try such. The torture is not killing anyone but the pain is inexpiable that one will wish to be dead. People started confessing to the name of Jesus but the army seriously dealt with whoever calls that name.

The heaven suddenly open on us and we saw people peeping down on earth and looked down on us, it looks like there had been a separation because as we could hear everyone enjoying themselves, we all long to have a ladder that will lead us into that presence. There the sun shined so bright, different from the way it shined on earth. I guess the man up there just wanted to do a show off so we could see what we are missing; we couldn't communicate each other. At that point, it dawned on me that I have just missed the great day I thought I had planned and prepared for, I wept profusely till there were no more tears, I wish I will die but death was nowhere near, I pleaded for a second chance, I went on my kneels crying profusely. I woke up to discover I was dreaming. My bed was soaked in tears seeming like a reality. It was 2am and I heard a siren from the neighbourhood  I got so scared, thought it really happened, I ran outside, opened the door, everywhere was quite, it was the police men on patrol, I was the only one at home, I fell on my knees once again and pleaded for mercy, as much as I gave thanks that it was a dream. I remain in the shock for few weeks before it finally sink into me.
It could have only been God that had mercy on me because it was real, I wouldn't have had the opportunity to share this, God forbid, I would be in hell by now, but the God we serve so full of mercy and compassion has revealed his mind so we can re trace our step back to him and surrender totally to his sovereignty.

Just some few more weeks after the first encounter, I slept and had yet another dream, this time it was short but very scary. In the dream I saw myself going somewhere on a busy road, then suddenly, I heard a noise that can be likened to a big trucks horn, it was so loud that everyone around had to stop to look for where the noise came from, it sounded again, this louder than the first, people got confused because no one seems to know where it coming from and couldn't see anything. It was dark and there were no light around, everyone got scarred and scattered. The sound continues, someone around said, I guess it’s a war alert, war alert? Run for your life and stop asking silly questions uttered another fellow. Some seconds later, the whole place was scattered as people were screaming and running towards different directions not even know where they are heading or what they are running from, reporters with their cameras, journalist with their pen and paper all running around, people making calls to each other without clear conversation. Stop! Stop! What is going on around, why are you all running around with no reason, well! I was only talking to myself, as no one seems to hear or even notice me. I stopped running, waiting to see the cause of this whole thing. People began going missing, a man was on the phone with someone, the next thing I saw was the phone dropping on the floor and the man disappeared and on and on it went. I was so confused, I knew it was rapture but why am I still here, I was looking here and there, devastated and confused, the only thing I could utter was God help me, what is going on, I want to go as well! I prayed like never before.
I ran back to my house and couldn't find anyone at first, I eventually saw my sister sleeping, and I wonder where she was while the whole thing was going on. Troops of armed men, looking so scary well-built men with Guns and war weapons, in machine vehicles and trucks, roaming and sounding mysteriously, yelling at the ones left on EARTH, one of them stood up and said
Attention you all, I am now in charge so you may all have to behave yourselves because there is no joke and no one is ever going to come for you, you have had enough time to go up- there, but since you have decided to stay and wait for me. I am glad to see you all but I might not be nice to you, you will be apportioned your due task, you must enable to do them without complaints else your task will be doubled. I hope I have made myself clear, now get to work. Work began so also beatings, rebellion children was the name given to all, I challenged on of the men, I am not one so mind the way you speak to me, he looked at me in disgust and said, if you aren't one, why were you not caught up fool? The word hit me and I began to shed tears. He said to me, it is too late to cry, truly you were a good person at least better than some other ones we have got here but you are too stone hearted (Ezek 36vs 26), when the almighty gives you an instruction, (Zech. 7 vs 12-13) you are either too fearful to get it done or you don’t want to do it at all. This is the reason why you were not caught up, you always allow the fear of, “what if” to dominate you (Psalms 54 vs 61,118 vs. 6) but if I can, I wish you won’t be here again. Again, I exclaimed! Maybe you should think over, make amend and then I will talk to the boss on your behalf perhaps he will let you go, I wiped my tears off at once  and shouted, I am ready! I am ready!! What do I do, what do you want? This work is too much for me, it will just kill me please I don’t want to stay! I screamed and cried and begged, I was made to carry something’s I can’t move and someone was constantly beating me, everywhere was heated up seems the wind has seized Joel 2 vs 30-31). It looked as if the law of nature has seized to be, No light, water, moon, sun, nothing, yet could see. Such a great torment was it for all; no one dares to rest as there is a designated person to beat you up if you try such. The torture is not killing anyone but the pain is inexpiable that one will wish to be dead. People started confessing to the name of Jesus but the army seriously dealt with whoever calls that name.

The heaven suddenly open on us and we saw people peeping down on earth and looked down on us, it looks like there had been a separation because as we could hear everyone enjoying themselves, we all long to have a ladder that will lead us into that presence. There the sun shined so bright, different from the way it shined on earth. I guess the man up there just wanted to do a show off so we could see what we are missing; we couldn't communicate each other. At that point, it dawned on me that I have just missed the great day I thought I had planned and prepared for, I wept profusely till there were no more tears, I wish I will die but death was nowhere near, I pleaded for a second chance, I went on my kneels crying profusely. I woke up to discover I was dreaming. My bed was soaked in tears seeming like a reality. It was 2am and I heard a siren from the neighborhood  I got so scared, thought it really happened, I ran outside, opened the door, everywhere was quite, it was the police men on patrol, I was the only one at home, I fell on my knees once again and pleaded for mercy, as much as I gave thanks that it was a dream. I remain in the shock for few weeks before it finally sink into me.
It could have only been God that had mercy on me because it was real, I wouldn't have had the opportunity to share this, God forbid, I would be in hell by now, but the God we serve so full of mercy and compassion has revealed his mind so we can re trace our step back to him and surrender totally to his sovereignty.


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